Spm... Ends... Unofficially ~ Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Finally... I never thought I'd survive
Right after chemistry,
I feel a sense of relief
The worst is over...
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Alrighty... There's like officially 17 days to SPM !!
Man... Life sucks...
but on the other hand, I can't wait till it's over ~
Then, I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~
I just thought I needed to tell someone this ! hahaha...
To all SPM-er... who are mugging...
Good Luck... And don't give up ~!
There's many by your side mugging too...
If you feel alone or sad or frustrated talk to a friend ^^
Aza aza ! Fighting ~
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
well.. I din't mean to ponteng you know >.<
I had a horrible headache that kept me in bed up till like just now ?
Then... I have a friend who tells me she's gonna kill me *I saw the msg the minute I woke up* swt..
Anyways, It's nice to stay home once in awhile.. *smiles*
I went to the cinemas yesterday ! I saw a freakin weird show >.<
More like gorey...
Anyways the movie is pandorum...
It's about a spaceship um... That crashed
And there're people that has just awakened and tries to get to the so called "reactor".. In the midst of the journey... There are some creepy aliens that eat humans =.= good grief... It was disgusting..
Here's the worse part... It was rated PG-13 !!!!
OMG =.= Even a 17 year old like me was freaking out >.<
Imagine a harmless 13 year old... She/he'd have nightmares... ._.
Anyways... It was mainly about transporting human life to another planet called tanis...
Hm... The movie is.. not bad..
Though some, like my friend, found it a little pointless =.=
Anyways... I know many people din't go to school today, haha..
Prolly coz there was no Bio =x
Aih.. Pn.Cheng should be honoured, really ~
Anyways... good day people !! ^^
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Though I do understand it is a universal fact
that nothing is eternal...
I still risked it
and look where that got me ?!
Yep...
Collecting back the broken pieces of me ~
One by one...
It's not easy
Coz I received more cuts...
It takes time to heal...
it then all comes back to regrets...
One after another..
Never would I ever do such a stupid thing again...
Thanks for your reminder ~
Now... It's time to end it all
It may not be the perfect ending..
but it could have been worse...
I realised...
I'm afraid of loneliness...
Being alone...
Gives me the chills...
Please..
Don't let me be >.<
Thursday, October 15, 2009
I've just finished watching a movie " The Dutchess ".
It dawned upon me... Finally, reality strikes again...
It is reality we can not outrun.
Life is such as it is the first day we are born.
Responsibilities comes one after another
Though it may be painful
Though it may hurt
Reality still lurks...
There's is often much to be done
Because you can never hide
you can never escape the truth
Fantasy... Dreams... They're merely momentary escape routes of reality
That is why it gives us pleasure
Pleasure when we dream...
It is a universal fact, that nothing in this world last
Be it friendship... Be it love...
For it has dawned upon me
That love is not love if it does not hurt someone
Love is nothing but a pain
since, it stings
since, it is the main reason for so much pain
Why does one commit ?
Those endless tears...
The broken heart that shall never heal
And now reality begins to dawn upon me
Shall I no longer smile at such a fact ? I shal never know..
For life brought so many sufferings
Life brought on so much sorrows
Each time I close my eyes
Each time I try to hide...to eascape
It comes back like a boomerang
the longer it never comes back
The harder it hits you when it does
Reality often catches up with me
No... not often..
It always does...
With a heavy heart, I sigh to the world
With a heavy heart, I ask ....
When shall I be gone ?
or better yet, Why do I even existed ?
Because I know...
With or without my existance it shall not affect any
It shall not and it will not
There is much in life,
And every moment
every period of it's time has it's ups and downs...
Spm is indeed someing soon
But people out there !!!
THERE'S NO NEED TO LIVE IN DESPAIR !!! =D
CHEER UP AND LIVE YOUR EVERYDAY HAPPILY ~~
Remember there would be still me
That will miss your smile ... hehex
Anyways...
We have all been doing latih tubi in school ~!
Nothing much paper work ... one after the next >.<
It has been fun too !!
I tell you...
We do all sorts of stuff...
I read Julia Quuin >< *guilty*
AND LEARNT HOW TO SING JAY CHOU's SONG !!! LOL
Singing seems to cheer up my everyday life... :)
Hence, I sing every morning when I hit the showers ^^ teehee...
And the best part of all !!
Everyday what charges me up and gives me the spirit for a brand new day
Is a simple message...
a simple gesture...
a simple care for you to me ^^
I'd really like to thank everyone
Whose always been there for me
Who scolds me for my own good...
Who cheers me up when tears begin to flow
THANK YOU...
You're the last thing in my mind
Everyday before I sleep
You're the only thing in my mind
Every time before I weep
In my sleep I often dream
Yet awake, I continue to daydream
You came to my in my fantasy
You'd still be there in reality
That is why i know I'm never alone
Because I'd have you on the phone
Your eyes would remind me of warmth
As the breaking of another dawn
Even if someday you would forget me
Even if you couldn't recognise me
In my memories you're live on
And never be gone...
Because time will not let it fade
time is the reason memories are made
As time goes by
They will be even more precious...
They will be buried into my heart
Even though we're far apart...
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Whoa... Two post a day
I must be bored ==
As every second passes
I begin to hope everything last...
To wish something is eternity
Wishing it is you and me
Somehow...
Until now
I'm afraid that someday
You will fade away
I turn around and you are gone
I don't know what went wrong
I couldn't even say
My last goodbyes
And then I lose my way
I hear my cries
Every night before I sleep
before I drift off to sleep
you're the last thing in my mind
you're one of a kind...
random ramblings == shessh... I hate myself for that sometimes ...
