Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Yesh... Everyday is a learning process
Well... I'm doing some sort of assignment of sivik...
And it's about drugs...
SO HERE'S AN ADVICE TO ALL !!!
SAY NO TO DRUGS !!!
After reading tones of articles..
It's hard not to scare the hell out of me ==
Hm... First... They are very very very unhealthy
They spoil your organs and they are fatal
Don't try it unless you want to die
There is no such thing as " one won't harm "
Anyways... There are still some I find that are quite interesting
There are many types of drugs...
Together we have : -
Depressants (Downers) - Alcohol, barbiturates, benzodiazephines, tranquillisers, heroin and solvents
Stimulants (Uppers - keeps you freakin high) - Tobacco, Caffine, Ecstasy, Crack, Amphetamines aka meth, Anabolic Steriods, Cocaine and Poppers
Hallucinogens - LSD , Magic Mushrooms, Ketamine and Cannabis Sativa aka Marijuana.
Beware of the following drugs...
DIFFERENT ECSTASY PILLS.... @.@
Poppers ! For this drug... it comes like that and you inhale it... Drinking it is instantly FATAL
Amphetamines... Um... They are horribly... unhealthy ._.
Heroin.. Often causes overdose and transmission of HIV with needle... o.O
Marijuana.. You smoke marijuana... It's often called pot !
People go .. " Hey ! You wanna smoke some pot ? " Yep.. it's as common as that >.<
Its the most widely used illegal drug in the United States...
Lastly... Cocaine....
Saturday, June 20, 2009
In a blink of an eye...
A week is over...
The results are out...
And it was what I deserved !
Well for not studying == Sigh...
It is at times like this when I ask myself
" Why la... Din't study properly ?? You see la !"
At first I see my results... I thought..
Hm... Not bad..
After I saw my position in class
My mouth dropped all the way to the ground !!!! ==
" OMFG... 20th ?! Out of 40 ?! "
And you don't wanna know what else I cursed
Well... I cursed silently of course haha
And you know what...
People around me...
Seems to have started
My next exam is in a month's time !!! WTH !!!!
And I know there's lots to study..
BUT !! When I open my book
I fall to sleep like... IMMEDIATELY
WHAT AM I TO DO ?!
Maybe I should be like Mr. Bean
Prepare Loads of toothpicks
And lift up my eyelids ... swt..
Stress level rising already !!
I CAN FEEL THE EXAM DRAWING NEARER
and nearer... and nearer ....
EVERY FREAKIN SECOND !!!!
I read this article today..
Laziness is a SIN !!!!
And I hate myself for that ....
I'm so lazy I don't even know how to describe myself...
Anyways.........
Life still goes on even if you hate it
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Eeeeeeee !!! Holidays are ending !!! T.T
Sigh.. Results will be out tomorrow....
Time to face the music...
Anyways.. It's the last day of the holidays !
HO HO HO ...
Onlined in the morning ....
I guess I'll never forget these two memorable weeks !!! >.<
Life was great...
Anyways...
A poem...
The golden rays of the morning sun
brings back memories from teh past
Reminding me of all the fun
Which I know... Will always last
Sunshine...
Such day's so fine...
Which reminds me of your smile
Just that very second
That would stop awhile...
That would never end
how you smiled everyday
February March April or May
Lit with that warm expression
That would never cause depression
Because of you
Surprises would never be few
Because of you...
I lived...
In this city of buses and cars
Roads that stretched so far
Endlessly...
Aimlessly...
I walk around
Until I saw you...
I gave away my frown
Everything became brand new
A different feeling
that keeps on reeling
A different atmosphere
That takes away my fear
that 1000watt smile
Stretched 1000 miles
Gave warmth to your surroundings
Gave conclusions to my findings
T'was then I was dawn upon
There's no right or wrong
Therefore now I thank you
Just for being yourself
Though you might not notice
The serenity the peace
But thank you...
For being you...
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Ok... So I went to this camp...
it was a last minute thingy
And I had to skip my TUITION !!!!
So I better go and learn something
Or else it's simply gonna be a waste of time
I had to skip my Chem... My physics... and my ART CLASS !!!
Nooooooooooooo.... T.T
The main theme of this camp is DREAM BIG !
Dream and fulfill it ! Nothing is impossible...
That's the slogan...
Everyone has a dream...
It's an aim for everyone
So... I typed wrote this short poem for a presentation..
The she there is Susan Boyle... We just saw her clip...
Life indeed kills dreams
Many of which is fate
Now life has killed the dream I dream
She sang with hate
Finally she voiced her feelings
To all human beings
She waited for a chance
She waited for a miracle
She waited ... for hope...
There are storms we cannot weather
Yet here we stand together
We dream...
The dream...
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
There are times
When you're just afraid
Afriad to move on
Afraid to go on ..
When everything is against you
Yet there's only so few
That you can do
The mouth runs dry
And you ...
break down and cry
It sinks down
In to a bottomless pit
Down... Down.. Down...
As if I'd never smile again
As if I'd never breathe again
The sound of the crashing waves
That rewinds in your head
How tired ...
How much longer can I bear ?
How...
Loneliness fades
Those heavy eyelids
Drops down slowly
Until there is only darkness
That very moment
You know...
You will not see another sunrise
...Another day
Be gone...
So long...
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
What happens
When your heart sinks down low
The blustering wind
That leaves you shiver in cold
Unable to think straight
As if all of it is fate....
What happens
When tears run dry
It's always the truth
That makes your heart die
The only thing
you can think of
Is lying down
Hoping never again to frown
Hugging your pillow
A lullaby echoes in your mind
That sneaks up from below
The unforgettable sadness
A lullaby with emotions
I closed my eyes
I slept in my tears
And drowned in my fears
The stone of heart
That keeps everyone far apart
The dim light glows
The unlikely feeling grows
Tick tock.. tick tock..
Just around the corner
At the end of the block
Once again, I close my eyes
My tired tired eyes
The feeling drained away
And there... I lay...
Holidays are here !! Have we none to fear ? Monday, June 01, 2009
Finally the holidays are here !!!!!!!!
I haven't went online for like....
A VERY VERY VERY LONG TIME ~ Dahahaha..
Well except the time I silently.. crept downstairs
and stole my computer into my room and started using
Trust me you don't wanna know what time was it
Haha... Anyways,
Holidays begin with the exams ending !!
Couldn't ask for a better life....
I'm really dreading to go back to school now
Mostly I'm dreading MY RESULTS !!! Which sucks ==
Where to start..... * Thinks hard *
I know !!! My aim in this holiday !!!
I tried doing some add maths this morning
And got distracted tremendously by everything in front of me
Hahaha... My hp, my dvds, THE psp, the Wii, the Ps2...
Well... Everything in the house basically
Leaving the exercise book squeaky clean
I guess no studying for me this holiday !!! Teehee...
I'm am/should/going to read a few classics
And I'm hoping to by some Julia Quuin novels =x
Can't wait to read the Brigeton series Teehee
Hm... Oh yea, talking about reading
I'm recently hooked to some DBSK fanfictions
They're cute... But oftenly rated ==
which makes you go abit.. uhh...*blink blink*
Then you blush abit and skip the whole part... Haha
I know.. I'm odd >.<
I'm gonna start writing some fics too !!!
I'll prolly start a blog and write all the fics there
Be it Harry Potter fics or DBSK fics =x
Oh oh oh !!! The new psp my mom bought
It's for my little bro but I'm entitled to use it too =P
Soo.... Need for speed : Undercover HERE I COME !!!!
That game's pretty addictive you know ...
I wanna play the Wii !!!!! It's actually considered exercising...
The Boogie Dance game is not bad...
Though don't judge by the name... Haha
There's this medical game for the Wii that I'm dying to play too
Aish ... So much to do ! So little time...
PLUS !!! I bought like 2 dramas and 17 new moviesssssssss !!! *ahem*
I think I don't have to sleep already at this rate HAHAHA
Along with my tuitionSSSS and hanging out with ma' friends
Abit of swimming, abit of ping pong training...
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST !!!
I'm hoping to go for dancing class... if my mom allows that is
I'm not learning breaking... My cousins said alot of strength is needed
Well, Still not sure what is it... Maybe a hiphop ^^ *peace*
But my mom refuses T____T
Sigh .... SPM SPM why art thou such important ?!
A little poem before I log off
Themed : Angle of Death
The angle of death awaits
The arrival of certain dates
Accompanies you to the netherworld
Be it a boy be it a girl...
Time is precious
Therefore we must be cautious
Not to let it slip by
Before we say goodbye
Okay.............. That was abit heavy ==
*slaps myself*
Voice 1 : " Holidays weh !! What's wrong with you ?!"
Voice 2 : " A little angst is just what we need..."
Voice 1 : " Noooooooo !! Our world needs happiness.. " *smiles*
Voice 2 : *pukes* " Dream on... "
ME : " Shhhh.... Both of you BEHAVE ! == We'll have another poem below..."
Themed : Secrets
Keep it low
with thy pace slow
The dark shimmering sky
So very high
the clear midnight
The moon in sight
The calm quiet wind
Is left unseen
We closed our eyes
Only you and I
We lock it in here
So we have none to fear
We threw the key
Just you and me...
The shooting stars
Shines from afar
That very night
Our secret dies...
Um um ... I tried to make it happy == But somehow it turned out wrong... Haha... Never mind, maybe I'm just now in the mood for fluff now =x
The only thing that's rolling in my mind now is
" Have thy faith in life ? "
And don't ask me why x)
